Jax Taylor admits he was terrified of leaving rehab because he relied on structure

Jax Taylor says he didn’t want to go to rehab, but once he was in rehab, he never wanted to leave – because it gave his life crucial structure.

The reality TV star posted a clip from Friday’s episode of the “When Reality Hits with Brittany and Jax” podcast…admitted he was super scared of getting clean, originally he hated the whole experience.

After a few days, however, JT says his mindset changed — and by the end, he was worried about going back to the world outside of rehab… bawling his eyes out when it was finally time.

The way Jax tells it…he had a set schedule: get up in the morning, eat breakfast, read. In short, Jax enjoyed the structure, and he worried about his life outside of it.

Plus, he says he knew everyone outside those walls would be angry at him for his actions — and that he wasn’t ready to resume filming his show “The Valley.”

Clearly, Taylor has returned to society… and it’s been a rough few weeks, with the star looking pretty down for a while filming the show with his ex, Brittany Cartwright recently.

Besides, Brittany filed for divorce a few weeks ago… officially pulled the plug on their five-year marriage. In short, things haven’t been easy for Jax since coming out of inpatient treatment.