Bonnie Blue was afraid of dating again, despite wanting a second marriage
Self-styled ‘orgy queen’ Bonnie Blue is dreaming of a second marriage despite a life of controversy – from her infamous orgy stunts to being banned from entire countries – but has admitted she is terrified of dating again in the wake of her explicit fame.
If RadarOnline.com has revealed that the 26-year-old adult performer, whose real name is Tia Bilinger, shot to worldwide fame after claiming to have set a world record by sleeping with 1,057 men in just 12 hours.
Having split from her husband, filmmaker Oliver Davidson, last November, the self-styled ‘sex-positive icon’ insists she hasn’t given up on love – even though her past makes romance ‘almost impossible’.
She said in a new interview, “I would 100% get married again. But I’m not focused on dating anyone right now. I recently considered creating a Hinge account, but I don’t know if it would work for me. Regardless of whether you’re a sex worker or someone who has slept with 1,000 people, dating is hard to navigate.”
Blue first met Davidson as a teenager at a party and married him in 2022, saying the marriage ended amicably after years of tension.
“We both wanted a divorce for years,” she said. “You have ups and downs, but divorce is of course difficult.”
But sources close to Blue tell us she is finding it difficult to rebuild her confidence before re-entering the dating world.
An insider said: “Bonnie says she wants to find a real connection, but deep down she’s scared. The fame, the criticism, the way people view her now – it’s made her paranoid about dating. She’s desperate for stability, but her reputation overshadows everything.”
Blue’s adult career – which reportedly earns her around $800,000 a month – has been marked by scandal and outrage. Her videos often feature college students as young as 18, prompting accusations of predatory behavior.
But she insists all participants are of legal age and give full consent.
“I film content with inexperienced students, both for them and for me,” she said. ‘The hatred comes from a generation that believes sex is taboo […] women can be proud and bold about sex too.”
Yet Blue’s sex stunts – including her now infamous ‘1,000 man’ marathon and a series of filmed orgies she described as ‘social experiments’ – have sparked fierce reactions.
“She has become the lightning rod for everything people fear in the adult industry,” the source said. “Bonnie says it’s empowering, but others see it as exploitation – and that tension follows her everywhere.”
After moving to Australia in 2022, Blue was deported and banned in late 2024 for working without a visa, and was later also banned from Fiji under similar circumstances.
Her mother, Sarah, and stepfather, Nicholas, continue to support her career, while Davidson remains involved in filming her content.
Another source close to the star said: “She’s isolated. Fame looks glamorous, but it’s lonely. She wants love and marriage again, but she’s terrified that every man she meets will see her as just a headline or a fantasy. That fear is eating away at her.”
Despite her fame, Blue insists she focuses on happiness rather than chasing new records. “When you get fixated on the future, sometimes you forget about everyday happiness,” she said. “As long as I stay happy and do what I want, there are no separate goals.”
