Agt’s Howie Mandel’s Drug Nightmare – ‘Dead Inside’ by Pill Popping
Howie Mandel has opened his comic “facade” in his most rough interview so far.
In a brutal fair revelation, the America has talent The judge admitted how constant medication removed him emotionally, so that he felt “numb” and “death inside” but said that he trusts to stay alive, Radaronline.com can reveal.
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The comedian said he couldn’t do certain tasks without being a medicine.
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While they recently on the The beautiful others Podcast, host Billy Corgan, noticed how Mandel, 69, was generally conceived as a “positive comedian” during his career.
Mandel replied: “No, I don’t think I’m positive. To be honest with you now, I am so medicine that I am numb. I am.”
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The ‘Agt’ judge admitted that he was worried that popping pills would influence his ability to be artistic.
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Corgan joked back: “We have you back without the medicines, we will see how that goes.”
Mandel, however, came back with a more serious answer – saying that he is highly dependent on drugs to get through the day.
He said: “I don’t know I could make it without the medication. I need the medicines.
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“I feel no pain, I don’t feel fear, I’m a bit inside inside. I am. My family complains about it.”
While the host Mandel said that he seemed “beautiful” to him, Mandel replied: “I am sweet, but I am a beautiful, soulless, dead person.
“I am pharmaceutically anesthetized so that I don’t go everywhere.”
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Mandel also admitted that doctors always “up and lower” his medicines to find the right balance.
Corgan then spoke about the chemical process of converting trauma and pain in art, and called it a “Willy Wonka” machine that “goes in”.
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But Mandel admitted that it “either survives or taking medication” for him.
The first Deal or no deal Host continued: “I was so afraid that I wouldn’t have the art. I don’t know if it influenced my artistic efforts, I don’t know. But I hope it’s not.”
Mandel – Typically ended in a typical way, jokes made him think he “is doing well” because he is still able to “pay the rent”.
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Elsewhere in the interview, Mandel opened about his mental health – and said that he often feels “out of hand”.
The comedian has previously been open about his struggle with OCD and ADHD, together with “intrusive thoughts and forces” since his youth.
He said to the host: “The truth of the case is and I don’t feel that I am, and it is my soapbox mental health.
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Mandel has been open about his personal struggles with OCD and ADHD.
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“I think that at a certain point in a human life, whether they have a diagnostable problem or not, you will have a hard time functioning and you will need help from external and a coping skills and whether the end of a relationship will be a death diagnosis.
“So I realized that I deal with all those things like a person, if I live as long as I have lived when nothing is wrong, what’s going on in my head.”
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Mandel added: “For me, and I think that for most people I am not constantly in control of anything, whether it is the environment, what happens.”
He further admitted how he works obsessively to control his environment because he is hyper -conscious about how little control people have in life.
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The funny man said he feels most under control during his stand-up shows.
Mandel said that his fear of unpredictability has led him to create a working environment where he feels safe, such as having his own studio and involving his family.
Mandel also emphasized how stand-up comedy was where he feels most in control in contrast to his roles on America has talent or Deal or no deal – Because on stage he can only determine what happens.
