Nick Viall’s wife Natalie Joy reveals ‘incredibly hard’ miscarriage
Natalie Joy sat down with husband Nick Viall To record a vulnerable and rough podcast episode while they “actively mislead” their second baby.
“It was the greatest heartache, I think, of my life,” said Joy, 26, during Wednesday 29 January, episode of Podcast “The Viall Files”. “I have never experienced anything that I feel so empty.”
Joy broke into tears several times as he told the story and even revealed that she feels ‘death inside’ after the loss.
“I was bleeding for a while,” Joy remembered and noticed that she was “crazy” because it was not something that took place during her previous pregnancy. (Viall and Joy welcomed daughter River in February 2024.))))
“I think I knew about the jump, but I didn’t want to accept that. Then it just got heavier and heavier, “she went on. “It was like I liked, you know, it was essentially the way I did. And I screamed and cried and Nick ran into the bathroom. ‘
Viall, 44, just held joy after the experience. In the end he was able to ‘pick up’ the remains.
Natalie Joy and Nick Viall
Alberto E. Rodriguez/Getty images“That was definitely the most difficult night of my life,” Joy continued. “Just experience that this is something I wouldn’t want anyone. And unfortunately I know that many women experience it. I just feel so much for these people because I was so angry with my body to let it go. ‘
Joy shared a part of the conversation she had with her doctor, of which she said it opened the door to healing.
‘Our doctor [was] Able to say that it was not feasible, it would not live outside your body. It gives you hope … if you concentrate on the scientific part, I think that’s what you bring through it, “she said. “That is incredibly difficult to do, because when the mother you feel everything. From the moment it was a positive pregnancy test, I felt that baby in me. Until I lost it, it is so real. “
Nick Viall’s ‘uncertainties’ made him hesitant to start a long-term relationship with now-fermented Natalie Joy. “We were a long distance,” explained Viall, 43, while he appeared on the podcast of Kristin Cavallari on Tuesday 31 October. “I was afraid that we might have been in different places of our lives. But she said:” I think we should do that […]
Joy noted that she “still bleeds” every time she uses the toilet.
“I don’t think I’ll ever be able to go into our bathroom and can’t feel that feeling,” she said.
Elsewhere in the episode, Joy explained her decision to discuss the miscarriage on their podcast.
“It will take a long time to cure this, but it is raw and we feel it now,” she explained. “I think that’s why I wanted to do this now because I want to show people and I want [tell] The mothers who have felt the same feeling: “Yes, you’re not alone.” … my body feels so empty. I don’t want to forget this baby either. I don’t want time to continue, and that this baby has just had a blip in our lives. “
